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Sunday, August 20th, 2006
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So i was walking to my bathroom when i see a dark patch of something sitting next to the other bedroom's door. I flip on the light and notice that it's some sort of rodent. All through the summer i've had this mouse problem. I've killed 6 of them with traps but there always seems to be more. Well after a couple months of bitching, the landlady's son put rat poison in the apartment downstairs that they are renovating.
So, i was like, oh just a dead mouse. And go to get the broom and dustpan to get rid of the offending carcass. Well i come back wielding my trusty broom and go to sweep it away from the doorway and as i touch it, it squeeks. And not a mousy squeek oh no. A high pitched fang filled, imposibly large mouth squeek. As it extends it's webbed forelegs I realize that I am not equipped to deal with this underestimated flying menace. To put it succinctly, I was creeped the fuck out.
Now i'm generally not the kinda person who is scared of rodents. Bats don't bother me when they are outside flying. But when they take up residence in my hallway it's a bit disconcerting to me. So I did what any full grown man would do. Swiftly walked away and did the creeped out dance in the living room (thank god nicole wasn't here to see that). After a few minutes of composing myself, I come up with a brilliant plan.
Grasping my broom with a newfound resolve I marched undaunted back down the hall. Opened the door to my brother's room and swatted his creepy hairy ass in. So now, i have a bat living in the other bedroom. I'm so excited.
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June 17th, 2006: Nicholas Babcock and Nicole Sparrow will be joined in unholy matrimony in accordance with the laws of the great state of New York.
That is all
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Comments: Read 12 or Add Your Own.
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Sunday, February 26th, 2006
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| Time: | 5:21 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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Nicole went to visit her sister last night and i miss her like ass :( I think i'm getting sick.
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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Man, sometimes it feels so good to let someone know that the world doesn't revolve around them. It gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside to be an asshole.
I love my girlfriend <3
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Monday, January 30th, 2006
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1 Whats his name: Nicholas brian babcock. he hates his middle name
2 Wheres he from: munnsville new york
3 Whats his nationality: scottish man. he has the big old calves
4 Does he have a big family? he has like 5 siblings i beleive. so thats pretty big
5 Do you like his family: ive only met a few of them. i like his brother
6 Does his family like you: oh god. i dont know. i am affraid that his mom isnt going to like me much once she gets to know me. after all i am a pagan
7 Can he dance: of course he can. granted he dances like a dork
8 Is he loving and forgiving OR the evil bastard of the relationship: he is loving and forgiving
9 How does he dress: he dresses like nick
10 Do you like how he dresses: most the time. i hate the american eagle shit his ex bought him
11 Is he high maintenance: not at all
12 What is his favorite food: he is really picky. he likes skettie and sausage
13 Can he cook: He cooks dinner everynight
14 Would you eat his cooking: i eat it all the time
15 Was it love at first sight, or somethin else? we were best friends for a year.
16 Can he be an asshole: oh yeah. but i love him
17 Does he snore: sometimes, when he does i move his head
18 Is he demanding (YOU KNOW): no, i cover that department
19 Is he dominant or submissive: he can be both. mostly he is submissive, because i am so demanding. but he has his moments.
20 When you argue, who wins: we dont really argue. and if we do, we do it on the internet, sitting right next to eachother. we are strange
21 Whats his favorite color: hunter green
22 Is he a good driver: ive riden with him once. he seemed well enough
23 Is he talkative or kind of shy: he is shy around people. but around me he is always talking about something. unless we are having our respective internet times when he plays Wow, and i talk to my friends. then we just talk a little bit.
24 Describe his favorite shirt: well, i think its his nirvana shirt. it has kurt the sex god on it.
25 Do you remember his middle name? Brian. he hates it. i use it when he is being a naughty little boy. and im sure he wants to spank me when i do
26 Who is his best friend: me :D, the plus of being best friends first.
27 Does/Did he play any sports? volleyball. yuk. he kept score for the soccer team. i think it was soccer.
28 oh really, what position? no frickin idea
29 any chance you remember the team? something like indians or something
30 where is he now? in bed sleeping. in our tiny little twin sized bed. it sucks, his ass hangs off at night
31 Is he smart? omg yes. he is prolly the smartest person i know
32 Do you make fun of him: all the fucking time, its one of my favorite things to do
33 What about behind his back: i talk to my friends about our sex life
34 Whats the stupidest thing hes ever said: umm its not stupid but its funny. " i was going through world capitols in my mind"
35 Does or Did he ever play an instrument? trombone
36 OH yah...for how long? i think he was pretty young, and not for long
37 whats his favorite movie? hmm. holy grail, office space, he keeps muttering about good morning vietnam... i cant think of nething else
38 TV show? ATHF, law and order adult swim shows. alot of fucking anime.
39 What cologne does he wear often? he hates cologne. but his deoderant smells like heaven
40 Is he a rugged outdoorsy person..or a damnit im out of Nivea facewash person? neither. he is just nick. somewhere in the middle.
41 If he were an animal which would you say he was? sex kitten? lmfao
42 Go ahead and vent about the little shit that annoys you about him? hmmm. not much. maybe when he gets snappy at me. it bothers me
43 Whats his favorite thing to do outside the bedroom? be with me, play on his computer, talk to his friends, make fun of people with me laugh at the guy at best buy with the side burns. you know what everyone likes to do
44 Whats in his bedroom? his bedroom holds all his crap. his clothes, his marine stuff, his random toys. he sleeps in my room. his room is more of a storage place.
45 Is it messy? yes, not as messy as my room. god i need to clean it our clothes are everywhere. no dressers.
47 Whats the first thing he does in the morning? makes coffee, smokes, kisses me, puts on pants, picks up his computer.not nessisarily in that order
49 Whats one funny thing hes said in the last 24 hours? " i was naming off world capitols in my head"
50. Describe his voice on the phone. nick like. i dont know its hawt
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Friday, January 20th, 2006
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Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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Well after years of saying "i want my labret pierced" i decided that i'd actually do it. So here it is
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Monday, January 16th, 2006
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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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I'm so tired of life throwing shit at me. Every time I overcome a problem, it seems like life throws another one at me. It's so hard to keep on going after it all. I often wonder what it would be like to just be able to go through life getting what you want when you want it. People say it "builds character." I say that's bullshit, if hardship build character, i'd have a buttload of character. But i don't i have no drive to do anything. I just keep pushing through it all because i have to or i'll die inside... again. Every day i feel like i'm regressing back to the old super beyond emo Nick. Yeah thats right, you all thought i was emo before, but that's nothing compared to me in high school.
The thing is, i'm doing this to myself. I know i am, but i have no idea how to stop it. This is by no means a request for advice, or anything. I'm just here trying to sort shit out in my head. I'm tired, that's the only way i can explain it. I worry so much that i can't sleep anymore. I have cut back to like 12 meals a week. And half the time i have to force myself to eat at that. So, i'm physically and emotionally exhausted all the time. My school work has been slipping, and i can't bring myself to care about that.
I've become a horrible friend over the last couple years. All i do is bitch and complain to them about how horrible my life is. I know i do this because nearly all of them have told me to stop coming to them with my problems. So i kinda shut them out too. I do this, i know i do this, and i don't know what to do about it. I've never been one to have a ton of friends, and now i know why. Because people can't stand to be around me. I'm an asshole. Everything that pours out of my mouth is an insult or a belittling remark. The flip side of that is that i can't be happy without someone else there to make happy.
Thats why when i find someone who i can pick on and who picks on me back i throw myself in that friendship. Stephani and Nicole are both like that, it's wierd to know after talking to someone for an hour that they are going to be your best friend. When i find my best friend i invest everything in them. I abandon my old friends. And then when my best friend is gone, i'm left floundering feeling like half a man with no one to turn to. It's not healthy.
Originally i was gonna post here to bitch about the next exciting installment of the ass that is my life. I've thought about it, but and it doesn't really seem that important anymore. Sure if i don't overcome this, all the plans i've made for the last month and a half will fall apart. Hell i might not even be able to come back to school next semester. But right now i'm too tired to care anymore. Whatever happens happens. To all the friends i've disappointed over the years, i'm truly sorry.
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Monday, December 5th, 2005
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in·som·ni·a (n-smn-)
n.
Chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time.
I've been plagued with insomnia for about a year now. It's really starting to piss me off. Every night for the last week or so i've tried to go to bed at or before 2am. I mean, i should be able to do this. I've been waking up at 8am every weekday for the entire semester, why can't i go to bed at a reasonable hour? So here i am, 3:30am tired as fuck, but wide awake. And i gotta get up in 4 hours.
I hate my life
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Monday, November 28th, 2005
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| Subject: | Postal fun |
| Time: | 2:42 am. |
| Mood: |  too tired for sleep. | | Music: | Thursday - Understanding in a Car Crash. |
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did you know that the munnsville post office will return mail as undeliverable if it has rd instead of st? Neither did i, but i do thank them for my concern, though through all the years, they have never had a problem with it before. Hell they used to deliver it when it said 155 valley mills rd, which is way off from 6185 valley mills st. But anywho, i thank them wholeheartedly for not delivering my mail cause they are raging cockwhores.
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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
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Haven't updated in awhile.
My cousin Matt attempted suicide today. He OD'd on coke, tyelenol, and cold medicine. He'll survive but we don't know what kinda damage he did to his liver. In a way I understand why someone would commit suicide. But he has a one year old son that needs a father, even if he's a bad one.
In other news looks like Nicole and I will be getting an apartment together in January. Yay!
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Monday, October 31st, 2005
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Thursday, October 27th, 2005
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Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
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So i get a letter in the mail, saying i owe over $2400 for school. As far as i knew, i only owed $1700. So i'm kinda flipping out over the whole ordeal. I could prolly scrounge together the $2400 by the end of the semester, but i have no idea where 656+646+550>=2400. So i have to go in tomorrow and bitch at someone i guess. I hope it's not too late, since apparently i hadn't checked my mail since september. Of course i'd have known about this if there was actually a hold on my account like the letter said. Since i have checked that several times. I also got charged for the fitness fee, and a late fee when i set up a payment plan. I think they are just trying to dick me around. If i don't get it paid off, it means i don't get to go to school next semester. Then i'd truly be fucked.
And to top it all off, it's fucking snowing.
I think i'm going to sleep and not gonna wake up. I hate my life.
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
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Friday, September 30th, 2005
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